The Sea of
Everyplace Else
I know the empire will end, but today, lying abed
I am perfectly convinced it will not be during my life.
I am not indifferent to death. I am expected.
My slaves wave their arms to speak, I am unfaithful to my wife.
Wishfulness is a vice against God; my poets wish.
All in this world is in abundance, joy and pain.
When will the store of these vanish?
Why should I care of them again?
The transport on perfume, the Merveilleuses,
the epimethean gardens of the lotos,
the public mutilations and the fastuous jewelry,
where to sleep, what dearth possess
to sharpen on innocence my free desire?
If I have nothing to which I am pious,
for the mere fables, I’ll fall in with tempters:
You’re different from others but not from us.
Every departure needs a fortuneteller who
hates himself until he’s a perfect lover. I am not proud.
I am not kind. I have enough money to
purchase death for the crowns of the crowd:
The equilibrist who walks the gaps
between the cathedrals, the Ice and the bars.
Without the town underneath, he collapsed
on the brothel stairs.
As far from him in every way,
in all the quiet, chthonic places we could meet
after the venationes, pale Lucullo, like a stray
brushes the lions beneath the street.
The only world given, for our Apollyon,
is between the Baths and rose hotels;
even if He could be anyone I want
I’d still hear the Sea of Everyplace Else.
The waters from that Sea, miles away,
are brought to our fountains by the aqueducts
under which I have walked at night distrait
with perfect fascinations, but
the consuming worst is the heart’s renewal.
Detach its color, diminish its power
I hear as in a shell the parts of its reversal:
Begin again this self-same hour.
But the bed is soft and I have paid for
the girls from each race, the wine, the scents,
all this, and I can have so much more.
Everything I have been given, I have kept.
Let the Chaldeans come and make out three bands
the wind, too, as my children feast, in their brother’s house,
I have my substance in the cold, virescent land
and the idle hours of the Cross.
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